You helped me dump the body in Lake Michigan We kicked apart ice glued to the wooden boards on the pier Before unpacking sandwiches in cellophane and styrofoam wrapped cigarettes And the ***** bloodstained tarp in my trunk Bitten by moths and stained with the smell of regret and rot You grabbed the head and I grabbed the legs We balanced out picnic on the stomach Walking carefully down the small wooden road into the water One two and three we threw the body into the lake It floated but we made sure to stuff it with rocks the size of your fist With gold and gray gravel in the small spaces in the mouth where the other rocks were too big to fit The body sank and we ate our sandwiches under the street lamps where we sang songs and kissed the surface of the lake with our toes You helped me dump that body And we haven't mentioned it since You helped me dump that body And we haven't gone back to the lake since You helped me dump that body And it took a few months To realize you threw mine in the lake too