Like a parasite, you accepted me as your host and ****** the life out of me You stole my hopes and aspirations Ever since you, I've been running on empty, Drained of everything Anxiety runs in my veins and depression drowns me My happiness high tailed it out of here when I accepted you in my life You were my happiness, my substitute But happiness cannot be replaced. What you took from me was more than emotions You took a hammer to my soul and crushed it like glass. You threw me to the flames so I could never be the same. Now you'll reside in hell where you belong, Next to your actions And you'll regret what you did to me But your punishment will never be enough because the emptiness will never leave me Everything that fills my void gets rejected And I can't help but blame myself Sure, the doctors can surgically remove you But the scars will always remain.
I wrote this a long time ago about my ex boyfriend. It's not recent emotions, but I decided to post it since I hadn't posted anything yet.