What more do you want? You took more than you ought. You say you have issues with trust, I think it's more to do with lust. What will you do when you can't have your way? Will you even bother to stay? You say you can't trust anyone but what about the one that has come undone? You took everything that was given leaving nothing behind but what needs forgiven. Just for you to prove the truth loosing everything especially youth...
When all you have is lost and never to be recovered....