we sit on the windowsill, your cold fingertips grasp my thigh. drinking cranberry juice, pretending it's red wine and that we're somewhere else right now. somewhere where only we exist, somewhere pleasant and fulfilling. somewhere where plants grow and leaves turn into dust when the slightest breeze hits their tips, where the chlorophyll soothes the atmosphere with oxygen and green.
and in that moment, at that exact moment, I wondered. I wondered where you were, how you were doing, if you were with me.