Searing through my limbs
is a numbing pain
Causing the slitting of my wrist
that keeps me sane
An aching pulse
Pummels in my veins
Tempts to drink the Clorox
To wash my blood stains
You took more than I had
And left me with sorrow
Tear streaked I'll give anything
Just to be with you tomorrow

And I'll smother you in lusting
And admire your perfection
Until I ***** up your words
And you throw me rejection
I'll choke down the pills,
Bite my tongue, stifle my cries
With a towel in my mouth
Since all I speak of are lies
And when my voice falls silent
Shut the hell up and don't complain
Because I tried to give you my all
And in return you gave me pain

In the midst of our kiss
I choke out a hollowed scream
Fluttering eyes to reveal
That your passion was my dream
The warmth where you held me
Dissolves into my scarred arm
Which you promised you'd kiss
And then protect me from harm
And I believed you, as usual
Until lies pour out bleeding
From the insults you fed me
My heart better stop beating

And I'd embrace your beauty
And inhale your sweet scent
If even a fraction of alone time
Was the time together we spent
Let me soothe your aching
So you can suffocate me dry
Even then I'll cherish you
Through all the times you've made me cry
And when my voice falls silent
Shut the hell up and don't complain
Because I tried to give you my all
And in return you gave me pain.