I'm constantly giving mixed signals. I told him that I loved him, That I missed him, And that I needed space.
Pull him closer when he goes away, And push him back once he's close. I'm surprised he hasn't called me on it yet.
I've got him in the palm of my hand to either hold him next to my heart Or forget until it's convienent.
Sometimes I catch myself so sunk in his thoughts and his smile, And other times he's just another pulse in the room.
He gets so torn up and keeps running back. They say you hate the sin but love the sinner, And I think that's how this is. He doesn't understand me and is dangerously intrigued.
I can't tell if it's all in my head or all in my heart. They give me mixed signals, and I give them to him.
inspired by lover i dont have to love, train underwater, and gods and monsters.