like nausea comes in waves,



melancholy,misery enters,



it robs and depraves,



the mind,the soul,



destroying your being,



its ultimate goal.



dark demons writhe and chase,

hair pulling,self harming,



scratching at your face,



darkest deepest black,



dragging you back,



to a time you wish was alien.



ebony looms,



at the light within,



snuffing life out,



he shadows you,



the reaper,



with his deathly grin.



madness,delusions,



insanity,instability,



pandemoni­um,lunacy,



all real in the mind,



not deadly illusions.