I don't know how to say
What I want to say
Or the words that you need to hear
To be ok
Or the excuses that will work
To calm your nerves
Or the things I need to do
To be the daughter
You deserve...
I don't know what to do
To fix my life
Do I need to be a friend
Or a sister
Or wife?
Do I have what it takes to
See this life through
Or am I too weak
Too meek
To stay true
To myself...
What words should I utter
To calm the shutter
I felt since the day I was born?
What things do you need to hear
To make you forget
Your daughter, your dear
Sweet wreck of a spawn
The girl with a head that's not quite on
The right way...
I have tried for so long
To belong
To this family
Yet the harder I try
The more that I die
Inside...So should I sacrifice
What's left of my happiness
So you can be a
Class A mom?
I hope that you know
That it's only a show
And the smile I wear
Isn't really there,
Is that fair
Of you to ask me to do?
I give up....it's up to you.