i don’t think you can be happy until you find a state of self acceptance you have to understand even though she is beautiful it doesn’t mean that you’re not you’re wasting yourself away wishing to be somebody else
you need to enjoy the things you enjoy not because everyone else enjoys them but because you enjoy them
its important to make yourself into someone and not attempt to make yourself into everyone
no one remembers everyone but everyone remembers someone if you are not your self than you are no one