Runrunrun all day long the blood pumps and heart jumps Thumpthump Nonstop this goes for hours at a time fueled by coffee and shmigs seemingly everlasting is this high, I wish. While it rolls, I'll pay the toll through loss. Time, things, sleep. I come out exhasuted missing precious gifts from loved ones long ago, a list of work days unending, bloodshot drooping dog eyes. I take the pills and crash, momentarily, yet find myself awake soon thereafter, wondering where'd it all come from, and why'd it go there?