I think he likes to sit out back where he once sat with all his yard in view his chair is gone but he is there he sits in mine I saw him once while pacing through the house at 3 am I stopped and stared and rapped the glass to see if he’d respond instead he looked away..
he must have heard novenas for the dead..
I saw his tired stare the thin hair on his balding head wispy with static electricity the liver spots across his brow a prominent display of reckless living his body lay flat against the chair like a life-sized playing card with hands and feet from Alice in Wonderland
I wonder does he miss the rabbits?
I looked for him again last night at quarter after 2 I wanted to tell him its ok to use my chair to reminisce..
nostalgia tends to look like love to those who are without..
perhaps another night I’ll see him there within my chair and maybe we can talk I’d do my best to comfort him and put his mind at ease about the things he’s now without like this old house he built I’d tell him I will be there soon soon enough from his perspective by grace 50 years from mine we’ll sit and talk about the days we lived and loved here..
*I am not naïve I know he is a ghost but I am not afraid
Previously published at The Mind(less) Muse, August 2012