No words
Just pain
All loss
No gain
A complicated life
Is all ive ever had
No one understands
I think im going mad
No place where i belong
No place to call home
This pain is overtaking
I just feel so alone
Im not sure where to go
When all the roads are black
All the doors have closed
Its getting hard to fight back
Im trying to hold my breath
Til im finally out of the dark
Ive been pounding on these rocks
To make at least a spark
A spark to call my own
A spark thats full of hope
That maybe light will soon be there
And no longer will i mope
Im tired of all these voices
Screaming and shouting in my ear
I sit here all alone
Just waiting for smoke to clear
Once its all gone away
Its just me standing in the street
Waiting for a car to come
And knock me off my feet
Im not really sure
If its worth all the regret
To feel an ounce of belonging
Is all ive ever needed
Ive been trying to get better
To get passed all this pain
But even the strongest people
Tire of dancing in the rain
Im not really sure
How things will all turn out
Or if anyone will ever understand
These words flowing from my mouth.