Sometimes I like to sit in the woods and let the bugs crawl across my jeans. Sometimes I sneak out of my own house when everyone is asleep. Sometimes I imagine scary things in the dark on purpose. Sometimes I forget what I look like. Once, I tried to go a day without speaking to see if I could. Once, I wrote a suicide note just to see what I would say. Once, I wrote a love note and buried it so nobody would ever find it. Once, I walked by a graveyard and read the stones that didn't stand straight. Afterwards, I forgot who I was.