I can not deal with this much longer.
They are trying to help, but it's worse, I am isolated, I am scared.
My worst fear is coming to life.
If I go, it is going to get worse. I promise that. It will get worse.
I have tried to heal, and every time I try, they notice, and they
Make everything worse. It is worse, I will repeat it because it is true.
Just stop. Please.
I can not deal with this much longer.