We the body of Christ never compromise our relationship with Christ. For he must always come first , for he is our best friend and source of life. So if you are compromising your relationship with him , better be careful. Ask for forgiveness and then repent for he should be your everything. For Christ is good, all the time, no one else even comes close. I know that sometimes our hearts wanders because of our brokenness. When this stuff happens, cry out to Christ ask him to heal you. For if you truly are sincere, about being his disciple and child. He will never leave you nor forsake you as his child and best friend.