Tell me that wasn't you
Take back all the pain
Stop the tears streaming down my face.
I know that I'm insecure
I doubt
I fail at relationships
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
I want to talk to you
But all I feel is that I'm pushing you away
But that's cause I feel you're pushing me away
I want to fight back
I want to scream
I want to shout
I wanna run
Yet want to stand steady as well.
I'm still trying to figure everything out
Still trying not to be an emotional roller coaster
So that I can say what I mean
And not feel like crying.
So that one day
Maybe I can hold my head up high
And see the lies in your eyes.
Only then maybe I'll be fine.