i watched you eradicate the ruby roses from your skin with razors, you told me they just needed to be set free, they were just doves in a cage needing freedom. 2. i heard that hibernation lasts only during winter but it's spring, doesn't the flowers learn to pick up their spines to the sun and reach for the skies? 3. i'm not sure which part of my heart is revealed to you, but it must be a revolting sight. my apologies. 4. my heart is 50% happy/ 50% sad like living at the bottom of the world, where i get night time six months a year and day time six months a year. 5. this web you've strung me in has me tangled in semi- impossible knots but i would take all the time in the world to detangle the vines from you and let you continue growing. 6. the weight of my heavy armory prevented me from swimming in the sickening waters, so i screamed "forget me not" at you. i'm not so sure you heard me or if you just ignored my screams. 7. your pianists fingers let me slip through your fingers slowly like motor oil or pancake syrup, but i'm sure you washed off the parts of me that stuck onto your fingers. 8. HERE IS YOUR ULTIMATUM: LEAVE OR STAY. 9. survival relies on the fittest, but i'm anything but fit for helping you survive. let me bandage every scar, even though you're not going to be the same person afterwards. 10. forever is an overused term, but i will never forget the side of you that shined the brightest and made the sun jealous.