I was sick, miserable
holding on.. to the past.
To the ****** up thoughts
distorting my world..
Swimming deep in the familiar arms of pain

I had to blame
to shame.

Rant
Writhe
Scream

I was insane.

Letting those who betrayed
continue hurting me.

But then one day I asked.. why?
Why be my own enemy?
To 'er is human,
Forgiveness divine.
Can I control others?
No, their control is not mine.

I moved on.
I let go.

Now I am free

I don't look forward
and I do not look back.
I live in the here and the now.

I let love live in me.