If it was known before that I have done what I have done, I still would not be here. Any sooner, I would be gone, and later and I would have fallen apart more than I am now. Please just leave me be. I don't want to leave, but I want to go. And it is all your fault.
My mom found out that I hurt myself yesterday. I just want her to leave me alone... Is that too much to ask? She caused this! Her and the rest of the people that judge me, don't understand me. I feel used, I am a puppet. This is exactly ******* why I did what I did in the first place! I need my own life!