Why am I sitting here drowning in my loneliness?
I miss you so much and it hurts to confess
That you've mutilated my heart without even a second glance
I'm weak and I can't bare to take a stance
I love you and even the pain you bring
Because although it's unbearable, at least I feel something
I fell for the strange colors that reside in your eyes
I had no clue that they held so many exquisite lies
And as I recall the gentle feeling of you kissing my forehead
I can't escape the intolerable ripping of my heartstrings being torn to shreds
And although you drain me of all happiness I ever owned
I still stay up til four in the morning checking my telephone
Because you can smash me to pieces and tear me in two
But with all of my broken parts, I still manage to love you