My life will not revolve
around another man
no good for me

I deserve a kind hearted man
who buys me flowers
chocolates

hearts and vanilla ice cream
I deserve to be able
to cut myself
off

without glances
whispers
looks

He should know how I work
how I think and
feel
because he thinks
the same

I should not have
to fight myself
to stay
away
It should
be
easier

No.
I’m lying
is this what
love
feels like?