Some people are complicated inside. They take work to be understood, like it takes work to master the courts, work to get through tough times, work to find love when you think the meaning itself has no purpose anymore. I'm here to remind you it does.
Someone once said when you need love, look to yourself and find what you're looking for in you. Personally, I never understood how someone could find hugs, kisses, understanding, and comfort within themselves. I guess it wasn't until I'd been knocked down a few times that I started to get the point. Sometimes you are all you need.
See, that sounds weird, maybe even lonely, but when you look inside yourself, what do you see? What are you made of? Who made you? Who got you to this point? That's where the love within you is. Find her smile.