The face, scarred beyond recognition A nacked exposure against the real Every fantasy crushed under the weight of being Being is nothing but nackedness
A void in the midst of his heart Amidst the dream of eternal happiness A broken life, travailing under ******* A framework of meaning presented by lust
Nacked came I out of my mother's womb Among ten thousand aborted infants One woman in travail dies to bring life Life tarnished by sores and boils!
Soothing his body with a porcupine's quill He vomits and laments outside the scope of life The grave seemed an inviting space Why did the ****** ever give birth?
Why was he not among the aborted? Why was he not a sacrifice to Baal or Molach? May the day he was born never be remembered Life toys with him like a cat does its prey
And lo the great consumer arises from the depths Great as the darkness that arose in cosmic proportions It was he which consumed the first star It was his terrible laughter that echos in the grave
The raw laughter of pure jouissance beyond flesh and body Beyond the confines of matter hard and real Beyond the nature of every genus ever known to humanity Sacrifice and die, ******* and die, this is sacred religion
Dry bones around the alter, viruses dying with hunger No more corpses, no more decaying flesh Create once more O divine creator, so we may eat and drink We will once again ****** and consume
Outside the scope of the dead he lay with his sores Discharge of stale blood and mucus surrounds his being He was mocked for all eternity for his suffering He refused to die, he refused to yield and he refused religion
And they took his flesh and offered it to the great beast The one who's appetite does not rest The one who's desire is endless like the skies His heartbeat is the sound of negative infinity
But his flesh was devoid of nourishment And his bones hollow without marrow His blood was like empty air in a broken container He was nothing but a wound- a divine wound
He himself was death, disease and pain The trauma of the real opens up and all fantasies disappear They disappear like the mist in the light of the morning sun The wound is now the cure and death is now life