it's been two nights and at this same hour i've thought about you and felt empty. i go on looking for you only to see again that your picture is gone and you're gone and i'm alone for good this time. i expect every night to be the night when we'll make up and go back to how it was. god i miss your voice and face and eyes but what i miss the most is that smile that'd fix any bad feelings lurking about. i need it now more than ever. you.
(but i don't blame you for wanting to end whatever it was i thought we were having. i'm not angry i just miss you too much to put into words)