Looking through barred windows at a razor-wire fenced yard I am taken aback by my choices willfully sharing my life with rapists and murders for the chance to bring them the light of education a light that can signify so much for an individual living a life void of success and acceptance offering guidance, and occasionally my shoulder or hand I become - a leaning post -a listening ear -a safe place in horrorland - part of their journey It is in these many roles that I find my peace knowing the world as an inconsiderate and uninvolved hater I relate, in my small way symbolizing what can be to those who never thought to try