the english tudor home
my face of who i
was suppose to become.
the chambermaid makes my bed
but dad, “i want to make my own bed”.
mother doesn’t understand
“i don’t know where this
child comes from but she isn’t mine”;
not to relish in the riches of glitz
and diamond chandeliers.
this is your life not mine
i am just a puppet of your image
it is not mine to own.
here little girl we give you
a pony, don’t you like that?
that maybe the only thing i like
he is the only one who
knows what love is.
dinner is served madame.
i don’t want to sit in the
24 seated mahogany table
i want macaroni and cheese
i will eat in the kitchen.
oh GOD, why can’t i have
an ozzie and harriet home?
oh you will someday.
the some day is my new
name and face to own.
surely you can live like a
princess with humility
wear love around like a
wreath of baby's breath
atop my head
not behind
a mask of a painted doll.~~lorilynn
copyright*lorilynn 2010