What if it's too late?
What if I've already ruined my life?
What if they see through my fake smile?
What if I can't hold back my tears, and they paint my story for everyone to see?
What if they stop loving me?
What if I'm that freak?
What if I can't live up to the expectations?
What if they see that I'm faking it; that I'm not okay?
What if I end it all right now?...