They say the heart doesn't lie
but
you've lied to your own heart,

As you put me aside
leaving off our friendship,

trust and love we once had,

I lost a lot but gained much more,

without you it's hard to be me anymore.

My best friend couldn't do what your doing to me now,
so enemies we must be.

Guess I'm getting what I deserved.

I wish things could began to change between us,
maybe someday
but right now
I feel a hole so wide in my chest .

I feel empty witout you and my worlds
crashing
smashing down around me,
the walls
I built up
You knocked down and my defenses are left bare in wake of this
WAR
you brought about betwen us.

I'm miles away yet you remain in my thoughts and in my heart.
I'm sorry wont help and now your not even listening to my pleas of forgiveness
so with a bent head and sad heart
I say good bye dear friend of mines.
(time an'

To Christopher Cartwright

I'll always be here even if we never speak again
I am your far away friend and wish we'd of worked out the BS that caused
our friend to end! thanks for everything & your welcome too for everything!

"time can't heal these infected wounds until our friendship is
anew again
which wont happen without forgiveness"