i tried so many ways to move on from you,
i tried to distract my mind from thinking of you,
i tried to think of something else apart from you,
i even called people the nicknames i used to call you,
but the feeling is totally different compared to when
i call you those silly nicknames,
i know that the only way to move on
is to delete all of our pictures
and the memories we've built together,
but its so hard for me,
i dont have the courage
to delete all those unforgettable memories,
because i only have those memories
to look up to whenever i miss you.
whenever i see you in school,
you look so happy and cheerful
and my heart just shatters on the inside,
even if you talk to me in person as normal,
both of us know.
we used to be each others worlds,
and that we used to be so close,
so sweet yet so adorable,
and i really miss those times,
i miss those sweet times
and conversations i had with you
but most of all,
i miss you,
so much