there's a reason why our magnetic fields have become so distant it wasn't because the trigger was pressed too hard against my soft temple, it was written in the stars that change is the only constant and hope is only for beginners and i've been dipped too far into the creasefolds of your fragile complexity of the book you're busy writing, and i know you want to rip me out of those pages, i am the aftermath of a broken shield that i didn't know was ripe enough for others to dig into, but i can never get you completely out of my system, like a hidden computer virus that i never really meant to obtain, it just all started almost like a big bang, with a shotgun mouth and these weak limbs that pulls it's own weight, i didn't mean to push my luck so far