I wish I had the confidence to be more than just a person.
More than just someone who floats among the crowd.
Someone who laughs more, who sings louder, who doesn't care.
But if that were true than who would I be?
Not me.

So i'll become just another ghost.
I'll be mellow and i'll blend in,
I'll care far too much.

Stay up all night writing poetry,
and having my bestfriend say "That's sad and beautiful."
Something I am, and what I long to be.