something about those sirens, I saw your flesh in the cave bedroom, blue. all those feelings I felt, they were/are real. feet trudge through all the deepest puddles, gone to search for gold, gone to look for fun. and i forgot what it was like, to be lost inside myself. only for a little while. my only friend, drunk with myself. cold air, fresh breath, can't wait. I never wanted to grow old, I can't blame such a pretty sun set. and this passing time, continues to blow my fragile mind.