Once you get trapped in this it's very hard and difficult to get out of. You stay there because nobody is there to help and save you. You go so deep you forget about everybody you loved or even thought of and eventually you get use to the pain inside... that's when it starts to take control of you. It controls and destroys your heart, eats your soul, changes you into something different. That's when people want to make you feel loved again but... they will soon enough find out it's too late to even try. Because your wall will be so high and thick that even the best thing in your life couldn't change you back.