He sits on the shore of the River of Tears Watching the world fail to improve Thinking of all of the wasted years Spent in suspension, waiting to move Remembering ties to sanity's lies And blood that so many times stained his hands The smell of the screams and the taste of the cries Unwanted rewards for filling demands Each face of agony now an accuser Pointing the finger of loss with a gaze Each one a nail in the coffin of guilt A dark silhouette in the lunatic haze The voices inside compel him to move Against humanity's tidal flow Stilling the song of every heart Placing them into the empty below Then crying the tears of a prisoner's fears Here in this unlocked cell of remorse A sentence of draining and drowning in sins As murderous silences all run their course Nobody seeing the problems at hand No one offering a hand of their own Knowing that something is desperately wrong Becoming a part of the problem unknown And this lesser man, a rival to none Knowing that things have gone way too far Can muster up nothing but making the choice Of letting these things remain as they are For all of this pain was not his intention And every effort a greater mistake For ending all this would take much more life Than the act of staying and suffering would take It is a hell, and such a deep hell Knowing that every day is to **** And nothing can break the cycle of tears Nothing can stop the blood that is spilled So he sits on the shore of the River of Tears Watching the world fail to improve Thinking of all of the wasted years Spent in suspension, waiting to move