Coming undone
Wish I were numb to this
All that I tasted
Was borrowed and wasted
I've had enough
I won't succumb to this
I can't erase this
But I won't forsake this
It's hard to hold on with two hands
Though I want to
There's no satisfaction
In staying my actions
Defied by my own circumstances
I hold true
To whatever's best
Both for me, and the rest
Sometimes, it's like dying
Despite how I'm trying
When wind doesn't blow
And rivers won't flow
Though I'm not denying
My heart keeps reminding
With words that can't show
How the feeling still grows
Both the smiles and the laughter
Will linger hereafter
Along with the tears
All the sorrows, and fears
I hope the next chapter
Won't be a disaster...
I won't know 'til you tell me goodbye