He reaches for the other pillow but finds no head resting there looking pretty ready to kiss and he feels bad.
She awakens from dreams of him but there are no arms reaching out for her just the rumpled sheets that witness only sleep.
Each heart breaks sometimes remembering the precious few moments when they could embrace like normal people and they cry.
And they both keep weeping feeling so sad and heavy with anger at the situation at the other for not trying harder to be there.
He ruminates about how she never does talk about where she wants to put her piano and she complains to herself because he no longer counts the days until their next encounter and has so little to say on the phone.
Each one is obsessed with worrying about the other and neither takes the time to wonder if the distant partner also feels the sting of the empty pillow.