My head is pulsing, im screaming trying to shut my mind out but... its breaking down my walls and getting louder... everytime I move...even a little bt... it screams... resting doesn't help Why wont this end? im trying to throw it all away... but more seems to come. Trying to distance myself from others and not hurt them but that seems to happens anyways Why am I stuck in this? I'll never get use to people...humans being here... no matter what... UGH! What do I do? What do I say? How do I respond...?