How would I ever know that I needed to make sure
that I told you of what I thought so soon?
How can I tell you that it feels like an amputee
an occasional tingle like its still attached to me?
When I never knew I would have to give you up.

Never knew I would have to say goodbye,
never got the chance to finish saying hello.
Watching your back turned towards me
heading towards something that doesn't seem
to include me anymore.
Feeling the earth rattle beneath my feet
shaking me down to the core of my soul.
Who would've known it would cost me you?
Who would've known you'd choose her over me?
Who would've known that's what your friendships mean?

I love you forever and a day,
after all friendship,love and hate are all so knife-sharp.
Hate you forever and a day
because I have to cut another part away,
betray does taste so like rot.

Go the hell away
I can't stand the hypocrisy that you've become.
wait where are you going?
Doesn't anything I've said means something to you?
***** it loose a friend and loose a lover
third strikes my limit for this lifetime.
God have mercy on your soul...