I used to bathe in PVA to hold myself together, falsifying the striptease of confession, revelation, forging a synthetic skin to let people under, tear asunder, take a piece and frame it like a rubbing of a leaf or gravestone, lock it in a locket, gild your open heart.
One childish summer, I stood on a street corner with a friend, de-winged ants knee deep, picking at her sunburnt shoulders, peeling her away, leaves to the wind like a flowerbud or christmas present, trying to find her angel wings halfway between shoulder blades and tissue paper skin, volant as powder down.