The only reason you care so much is because it happened to Him
If it happened to me, I swer, you wouldn't be half as grim.

I've apologised, I've cried
And I honestly wish I had died.

I know what I did and said was wrong
But I've apologised so much it's as if I'm a mainstream repetitive song.

However , you calling me pathetic does nothing to help your side
And im struggling to just take this in my stride.

I understand that what I did was unnecessary and mean
But that was never my intention and you might understand if you didn't have to act like a queen

Yes! I know I behaved like an awful **
But I see in me making a mistake, you finally took your pick  

You eventually chose him over me,
And now I'm left to watch and see.

I would undo it if I could, in a heartbeat,
But it was stupid of me to think you'd stay and not make me feel like *******, although that's no feat.

Forgive my stupidity and irrationality
I hope you'll be able to live from now on peacefully.