youre in my head:

i can't do anything without wondering if you would approve
i dont want to think about anything else but you

youre in my voice:

i have begun speaking like you
i seem to only talk about you

youre in my ears:

i can hear your voice when im alone
i listen to old conversations every time i can

youre in my lungs:

my breathing seems off when im around you
i double check every inhale, every exhale to make sure im alive

youre the pain i feel:

when im not with you
when i know i wont be with you
when everyone tells me i wont be with you

you make my head gyrate
you make my voice tremble
you make my eyes blurry
you make my ears deaf
you make my lungs stop


but i wont do anything to make it stop