Even in daylight everything seems blacked out,
It follows over me like a black cloud,
It makes me want to lash out,
It has me drinking until I pass out,
It has such a strong grip on me,
So many defeats I'm just waiting on a victory,
Life is a struggle,
Life is a puzzle,
Just hope I can fit the pieces together,
This thing called life has got to get better,
While most people are out having fun and drinking,
I'm sitting alone in a dark room just thinking,
With a blank stare on my face no blinking,
In my own separate mind space,
Just hoping I can find the faith,
To guide me on this journey,
To help me escape from this sickness and madness,
I guess it's safe to say I suffer from sadness.