It is so shameful how we spend life Asleep at the wheel Making less than a conscious attempt To break free from our situation.
The day you left this Earth Your exceptional and passionate life was taken I heard your heart hit the floor And I look up to the sky Expecting to see you soaring.
You lived so loudly And left me star struck. So what is it supposed to feel like When you are gone? Even now, I will pass something Do a certain activity Hear a certain song, a phrase And think about you.
Has it been five months already? That's almost half a year And for some reason, that kills me. Maybe I've been stuck in September Or somewhat comatose in my own skin. The shell I've been dying to shed for just about forever.
Have you heard my screams? The day I got the call The day I passed out The endless days of panic attacks Stuck between those foreboding cycles Of endless days and sleepless nights.
I do not expect you to be watching over me. You should be guarding Your siblings Your girlfriend Your parents. I hope you brought the party to heaven And God is lucky to have you as his guest.
Sometimes, I still hear your laugh See your smile And I am ever so grateful that I was lucky enough to know you And I will keep your memory alive By really living And not just being on standby.