Laying in my bed,
Thoughts of us creeped into my head.

I think of how we first met,
A hot day in September ,
Our friend introduced us.

From then, I knew we would
Embark on an adventure
Truly greater than Lewis and Clark .

I wanted.. No I NEEDED.. Someone..
To show me how to love again.
Being broken that time
Really took a toll
On my once strong hearted soul.

As I'm laying here, I wonder about what you'd do if I was never to return again..
I wonder what I would do
If you left me or never entered my life..
I probably wouldn't be here..
But for the most part I'm happy I stayed.

I felt bad because
I once again..
****** things up
Because of a past mess up.

I'm sorry.
I love you.
Please stay.

Well it's about time for me to go..
The sun arising tells me
I need to head to sleep.
Maybe you'll see me later.