there are a lot
of flesh memories
(one that makes
me feel like a sea
anemone) but in
particular, the last
night we were together
and you told me to make
a video of myself to take
with you, but instead I
downloaded songs to
your itunes and just
now, secretly, I hoped
that you still had them
especially that one
by My Brightest Diamond
singing about how she has
never loved someone they
way I loved you.