Its 3am
as I stand in the snow
watching the snowflakes come down
one by one
and all I hear
is your voice

I am my own worst enemy
for hurting you again
and nothing about that
can ever change

I stand alone shivering
I deserve no warmth
I deserve no company
Nothing can be fixed
If I am the problem

Its 3am
and I must decide
where to go
from here