Today I heard your name I heard you are well living soundly with blossomed love My stomach had turned in knots and my heart had felt it was pushing its way out of my chest
This time, the feeling began to fade.
More shocked than I had ever dreamnt I could be Here I was hearing your name seeing your face and feeling nothingness inside and from there happiness grew
Maybe this time I can wish you well with a smile on my face stemming from head to toe
Maybe this time I will breathe slower to the beat of my own stumbling heart
Maybe this time I will not be afraid to live anymore