You may not have noticed
my much slower pace
deep sunken eyes
or feeble short limbs
laying on the corner
of my unkept bedroom
and who
can blame you
for It isn’t a pretty sight
unlike all the other days
I had tried so hard
for smooth porcelain skin
and big brightened eyes
If only
           If only
your eyes could spare
a moment of pity
to look upon something
not worthy of you
                      If only
                                 If only
                                             oh well
                                                          oh well….