All I do is cry and weep
For some reason I can not sleep
I know deep down why
But I keep it hidden behind a lie
There’s a lump in my throat
As I even sat and I wrote
To think about this
Its hard to resist
All the thoughts that creep in
Its like im foreign  
I gave you love a whole heap
And hatred and loss is what I reap
Not understanding why
I lay confused and cry
For sometimes things don’t make sense
Anticipating something back I lay in suspense
Every night afraid
Remember when I got played
It started A domino effect
I guess it does reflect