I never meant you any harm, my tears feel warm on my forearm Close my eyes for a little while, forced from the world a peaceful smile Keeping my head up, my tears fall down making mud In the dirt they lye, i ask mysef why? Trying to hold back, im wondering what i lack Whats the purpose of being here, i live in absolute fear Lower my thoughts go, soon i will follow The blades cutting my skin, Oh how im awhfully thin Food hasnt passed my chin, as i feel empty within My heart drops, as i feel the teardrops.